yoga v0.23: Devotion
The path of yoga that I have been exploring is focused on devotion (bhakti/karma), discipline (raja), and knowledge (jnana). But what I realize is that before anything can be done on the discipline and knowledge path a firm foundation of devotion needs to be established.
This I don't have yet. I have it then I lose it, I get distracted, my ego takes over. I plan for the future! The devotion aspect is quite missing or not deeply rooted and it gets pulled into the whirlwind of life.
The problem I see is that devotion requires always being in the present whereas the ego is always scheming for the future or ruminating on the past. The past is gone and the future is uncertain. But the ego always wants something or another.
I also get caught up on history, economics, politics, and all these external things that are not in my control. These are transient things. They are unreal and fleeting. The only thing certain about them is that they will occur over and over again.
What we are about to face is the Bronze Age Collapse, or a collapse of a civilization. This has happened before and will happen again. So why worry about it? Getting pulled into these things is a distraction.
The only focus should be on devotion and doing the work. Whatever happens, happens.
So I am going to focus on devotion first. The question is how to cultivate devotion.
While I have been practicing meditation and have enjoyed the technical aspects of it, after all that is what the Yoga Sutras are, the problem is that it is not cultivating devotion. I am getting mindful, but without a firm foundation of devotion, my mind is restless and distracted.
It needs to be rooted which I don't have yet.
So while I will continue developing my meditation practice, I am primarily going to focus on devotion. In one way meditation is easier once you do it a while, but devotion is harder because it requires surrendering the ego.
What I realize is that devotion is based on stories. While meditation is a process it is stories that we remember and that we need to connect with. Bhakti is pure duality, Raja is about bridging that duality, and Jnana is about non-duality. So in devotion the first step is to just love Isvara without ego. The way to love Isvara is through stories.
So the goal for devotion is to:
- Read stories of devotion from various traditions. (Bhagavad Gita, Ramayana, Puranas, etc.)
- Read the classics from various traditions. (Iliad, Odyssey, etc.)
- Read stories about saints and devotees from various traditions. (Tulsidas, St. Augustine, etc.)
- Practice how to cultivate devotion through rituals, prayers, and other practices.
But the focus is stories. To read stories and immerse myself in them.